II. So I've Been Thinking...

So I've been thinking. The intensity of how I feel right now is that of this photo above (courtesy of Jana Nee, thanks lovely sister).

I know what you're thinking. "Oh wow, that is some intense shee..." You are so right at this point in time!

Today we had 7th form photos and as usual I spent the whole day fussing while everyone else was chillax. Fine. So I want to look good in this - this - prime time of my life! What's the big deal? Everything is the big deal! That's the point! No, no, you're right. Chillax. 'cause that's what we are right? With five months left of our schooling we're... chillax.

This sucks. I can't get to the friggin' holidays without first handing in two internals, two essays and performing Shakespeare. Damn it! Not that I don't want to... Because I will. It's just a terrible taunting feeling.

I realise now that this blog is slightly diminishing into a bitch session so will now update you with the school worthy 'news'.

I find it intriguing that school has become somewhat optional. I don't endorse or condone this but seriously, I'm beginning to miss everyone. Everyday I find myself asking the question "Oh where is so and so?" The answer is no longer "Oh so and so is sick..." The answer is "Oh? So and so isn't coming in until lunchtime." Okay sweet then. Until then. I'll miss you so and so.

Please come to school so and so. I know it's a terrible cliche but our year, especially our year, is one really big awesome family. We know each other, we're sisters, brothers, drunk uncles... and I'll miss that when we leave for life at the end of the year. School is rubbish sometimes but if you really don't care about your grades you can slug it out and simply pass without the fancy schmancy excellences. You don't what you've got until it's gone.

Otherwise. Have a great time at - life. Miss you already.